I am begging to you Mama Mary

Please show to me that you love me... make me feel you are listening to my prayers. I know I am a sinner but I have devoted more time with You and to God. Please make the big miracle now.... please I am sorry for losing hope... ohhh please. I will remain in You... I am sorry for doubting your Love for me. Make me stronger than ever... I need you so much now.

I really don't know what to do... thinking to end my life now...  it is like I am floating right now and so empty. It's really painful. Please enlighten my mind now. Why you gave him to me if it will just be gone? He was gone to me before but returned to me after a year as I believed he is really the one for me.... why it have to happen to us again? Why now? when we are almost there... when you are the one who connected us to be more closer to God.

Please I need You so much right now... please be with us in this dark journey of our lives.

Please be with me as I say the rosary after this... how many do you want Mama Mary? I will do everything. No one can console me right now... only You my sweet loving Mama Mary! Please let me feel and let me discover my purpose in this world... please make me strong to overcome all these trials. Please make me strong for my family for them not to worry about me.


I love you Mama Mary... be with me now.